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Black S-Shield
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Things are going really good for me right now, in specific and in the overall. All my bills are paid, I'm feeling healthy, I went back to kung fu and I feel good about it. In spite of all the overtime I've been pulling lately work is going better now than it has in a long time, and I'm going on vacation this weekend. I finally realized about a month or so ago that I take myself way too seriously, and I need to just relax. So I am :) And on top of all that, I spend FAR more than my fair share of my time hanging out with beautiful women. I'm pretty sure you wish you were me right now. So why did I just settle back and sigh every 20-30 minutes or so today, like the world just isn't right?

Oh yeah. Because it isn't right because my oldest friend is going through about the roughest shit he's ever going to have to go through and there's not a damn thing I can do to help.

I'd trade it all to be able to make it better even for just a second, man. I really would.


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I could go for some Tom Waits right now.

There's a song where he describes a diner scene that I really dig. The song. Not the diner scene. Though I don't mind the diner scene at all. Might need to search that one out soon. The song. Again. "Chili in a bowl!?!"

Don't worry 'bout me, man. I roll with the punches.

Seriously, I am OK. I had a long time to get ready for this. It was much tougher before. When I knew he wouldn't get better, I hoped he wouldn't have to suffer long, and he didn't. That's it.

I know. None of that changes one bit of what I said.

You got some other suffering friend I don't know about?

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